 | 3.22 | Apr 27, '09 3:27 AM
for everyone |
Because its the fact. I see it, I realised it, I noticed it, and I felt it myself.
and no, it's not the opposite of what you've heard. you & i know its exactly what we talked about.
| 1.04 | Apr 26, '09 1:04 PM
for everyone |
Its never about us not being happy for you, its never about us being calculative, its never about us judging you & never about us disliking bird, I enjoy her company, as much as you do, I swear to you in the name of God. We've always been happy for you, excited for you whenever you got your new plasma, new hp and your latio. You should know us inside out by now, years and years of friendship, is that not enough to prove?
we've been through so much, gio case, breakfast before school times, projects, love/hate relationships, gossiping, rosy(phuachukang) chats, saving the earth campaign(with just tube and panties). I have never forget anyone of them, memories still as crystal clear in mind and never will I let them go. There's no problem until you told us we're not good enough cause we dont suck up to you, dont show you we love you through our actions. It was you who said we have our own life to live, and see no need to contact except school days, it was you who said we're not good enough base on the current treatments uve got from the others, tht sadly we didnt give you.
How can you just simply conclude we're not good enough for you, just because we didnt massage you, acc you through d night whenever ure bored?
you are so ridiculously unfair.
trust me, this is the lowest point of our lives too.
I realized people do really change. Some for the better, and some for the worst, to the extend that I'm not sure if I really do know them or not.. Just random thoughts through my mind. I'm so exhausted and feeling restless almost everyday, continuous morning shifts, tiring but totally loving it. Been working out with Yong, all the calories burnt, but not yet cutting down on food intake, I live for food, really I do. I envy girls who are really slim, but I'm sure they envy me too, the food I'm having...fantabulous :)
I'm feeling so happy about everything now, except the cold war I'm having with my parents. I hate it when they say 'its for your own good. you are my daughter' yada yada yada.. I know whats for my own good, I won't want to screw my own life. I hope soon they'll come to realise , I'm loving each and every moment of my life, and the last thing I would do is to fuck up my own life. my life, my decision. Be glad I'm not rebelious to some ridiculous extend, I'm everything good, just that I always stand up for my own right and having my own personal opinions all d time. I dont have to adide to whatever they say to prove how much I love them.
I'll be out doing my essays later, too many distractions at home. Mom's karaoke, Siblings and neo's watching dvd, I'm so tempted to join them, but I cant ............ So, dannyboy here I come. been sucha long time, i'm sure it'll be a good catch-up chance.
I'm having cookies soaked in Meiji milk & missing Mr BJ..... Have a good day ahead, world... xoxo.
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U're the last person whom I thought I would ever talk to again. The process of getting over you was hell, it was so tough. Avoiding everything that may remind me of you, songs and other stupid stuffs. Its stupid, but yes, I really did that. Finally I succeeded. But then, u're back. I've got mixed feelings now. I've never been happier all this while. I thought I couldnt make it without you, but I stood up and grew strong, open up my heart and i'm seeing someone new. I hated you so much for fucking things up, for putting all my efforts to waste. But thn again, I miss you too much to even hate you. Make sense? I know it don't. Because I'm confused myself. I still do think about u all d time, i still love you? Maybe I still do. I allowed myself to be stupid one last time, I hope I didnt sink myself into deeper shit, even if I do, I'll be so fine without u for tt I'm sure. Because I'm happy now, really happy now. I'm not going to fuck up things like you did. I'm happy you still thought about me at times. The funny things that we did together, adventurous stunts at my place, vomiting & peeing at the expressway. I miss you, i really do. But i'll not cross this line.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sEImOOA2rh4
This girl is truly awesome, go watch it. I bet with you, you'll love it and definitely have the tendency to keep repeating.
A-M-A-Z-I-N-G
First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me
Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive
It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me
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 Get well soon my baby spikey. love him to bits :)
 Her self-proclaimed good eyebrow day. *roll eyes* loving her baby hair (inside joke)
 Me & my girls are so going to get one!
 BFF:)
| 7:44AM | Feb 2, '09 6:46 PM
for everyone |
Nb we've been totally punked by Denise man. Such innocent people, tsk. Feel so cheated already early in the morning. And Ros is in it too lor! Thanks ah!!! Its a GOOD NEWS THOUGH  Good day, world....... *a kiss is still a kiss in Casablanca.....  '
| Ohmy... | Feb 2, '09 11:47 AM
for everyone |
What a dream.....
Jade, SHHHHHH~~~~
| LOVES | Feb 1, '09 4:16 AM
for everyone |
 Edwin's look is damn classic lor. LOL
 Party poppers, ready.....
 GO!
 SLAMMED! hehe :)
 I swear every picture of Edwin looks damn funny.
 Two drunkards. esp the taller one.
 I told you, funny!
 For health, wealth, friendship & love :)
 crazy people
 The 'eew' drinking game
 mr.funny
 The ultimate drinker of the night
 Hazel is totally in love with the guy with the neon wordings ;)
Was pretty much preoccupied for the whole of this week, visitings, partyings, movie dates etc.. And I'm starting work tomorrow already, missing the people @ d club  It's Denise's last day tomorrow...it seems like everyones leaving/transfering, its a total sad case man. No more updates on my eye candy in d future, w/o Denise. awww... Nicole's 21st bday celebration last night was a total blast, a total bomb. Theme was Andy Warhol, but its more like a retro theme instead. It was an awesome party, I swear. Lucky for Nicole I brought along my mom's 1980s retro polo ralph lauren jacket, if not I'll totally steal her spotlight. ha (: We had vodka, martell, chivas, we practically have everything, beers, coke... The buffet was superb, we had the best of everything last night, including the guests. Except the unpolished mahjong tiles. There were awkward moments for me, which suck like fuck. It's just annoying to have someone who reminds me of the past (argh). Other than that... everything was great. We had a table for black jack, MJ table, loud speakers etc. Some were stuck in the bedroom, busy gossiping away, especially Robin & his twilight-ER! I'm running around, bbq-ing, having brocollis, mahjong-ing, eavesdro pping those juicy gossips. The wig really made my whole head itchy man. Nicole threw the freaking cake at my hair after we slammed her face on the cake. Damn hilarious lah. we slammed, like totally slammed. hahahaha. Me: "VNC should take a picture!" V: "Yeah, lets go" Everyone: "1,2,3....." Ber: "WAAAIT...."  and SLAMMED! Everyone was sabo-ing me all d way with this Jason-look-alike last night. well, the.. erhmm, was good anyway. Me & Dannyboy had a heart to heart chat, with melvin who we thought was sleeping. And it feels great talking to yong again, its been a year... we're laughing our ass off when the lights went off right after Ber slammed the wall. Sabo, sabo, sabo. Full of sabo kings. AND LOTS OF DRUNKARDS. so lousy. And the drinking game, whereby the lap-chiong was added into the carlsberg, yuck! Salute Daniel! And ber was totally drunk again lorrr. haiyo. Happy Bday Nicole YAPPP!!! 'ing u like theres no tomorrow. Muacks 
Cousin Pauline tagged these photos in my fb, shes all out to ruin my image, like totally! :) Madness, everyone changed so much (except joy,ros&paul). With the cousins, the camwhoring never stops, esp with me around =p
 Eunice, Rosalind(in the middle) and me(in blue, UGLY I KNOW) & Eva (the mini-Linda)
 Me with my so-obvious-red-bra (lil slut)
 Look at my lil bro. OMG LUHHH.
| xx Rob | Jan 24, '09 10:40 AM
for everyone |
THANKS A MILLION ROB, FOR THE SUPER BELATED BIRTHDAY GIFT :)ENJOYING EVERY PIECE/MOMENT OF IT!HUGS&KISSES
| 11:21PM | Jan 24, '09 10:32 AM
for everyone |
CNY goodies shopping was superb. The receipt is damn loooooong. A yearly affair, totally loving it. Gonna stay up, be a good girl and spring-clean my uber-messy room Did I mention, I changed the colour of my walls, one side maroon and the rest baby pink. a whole new change & lovin' it so much luhhhhh. B is angry with me is it really sucha big deal?  nightnight, world. Happy Lunar New Year, HUAT AH!!
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My fav, Long Champ :) simple yet a classic piece(refering to the bag, of cause)
The crazy Nyonya
Love my fabby to bits and my little neo too :)
awwww...punk rock forever (inside joke)
